@Zero That sucks. Thing is, there are so many specalists and they all try to help. Yet small ... "small" things like that sometimes get thrown under the bus.
Was it paranoid when I was first going through this to be too afraid to sleep in my room and appreciate (if one of them got up) to check on me at night.
Crashing out of dissociating the first time pretty much nuked my stress response, the second time almost killed me with arrhythmia etc and now I'm pretty sure my cortisol response is just non-existent
on another note, I dunno if I just made things really unintuitive with my first guess, or it's the 2 hours of sleep that I had, but I am drawing a massive blank on ANY word to guess next